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2/14/12

Could use a wish right now.


I don’t want it. I don’t want to experience it. This is not the first time I told you, nor do I think it will be the last. I can only hope that things will change, and you will change. Change to respect what I want. I’ve tired myself out. Worn myself out.  I don’t know how else I can say this to you. I don’t know how many more times I can try. I hate it. I simply hate it. Don’t ask me why. I just do. The feeling is derogatory. Why don’t you understand? Why do you hurt me? Why do you not give me the satisfaction of my presence with you?  Of my time with you? Am I not worth it?  Make me happy. Make me smile. Make me want to come back again.